I started cutting myself freshman year with manicure sisscors. This was at the same time I was diagnosed Bipolar and anorexic and I was eventually sent to a hospital for teh eating disorder. I would drag the sisscors across my arm and punture my skin. I was in treatment for most of sophmore year, but there were incidents, with thumbtacks, inwhich I really screwed up my arm. Always the left one. On NEw Year's Eve this year (junior year) I cut and then went out to party, and although I felt better, my friends and family were upset (as they should be) and I promised never again after the repurcussions. So here I am having just attacked my arm with a razor because my dad told me he is seeing the mother of a girl who hates me and I am thinking of all the promises I have broken. Only my best friend knows because she cleaned me up and I just need a solution to stop because it's never been worth it. Especially now.
2007-02-04
02:13:08
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