I get verbally abused by my boyfriend every single day, I just wonder what I did to deserve that, how wrong can somebody be to deserve this kind of words and treatment every day? I'm not a bad person, I've never talked to him that way but he just won't stop, he keeps cursing me and saying the most terrible things for hours straight, the more I ask him to stop the more he says with a huge coldness and hatred in his voice, it seems that my tears and pain feed him and makes him say even more hurtful things. I'm devastated, it feels as if I'm dealing with two different guys at the same time, after abusing me verbally, the next morning he swears with tears in his eyes it won't happen again but not even 6 hours later he acts like a monster again and turns against me for no reason at all.
It´s been a terrible phase, he's been cursing me daily since new year's eve, but tonight was a particularly bad night, he told me that I should commit suicide so I would disappear from his life once and for all... and that he wishes he could curse me more but he runs out of bad words...How can someone's heart deal with this every day?
Sorry to bother you guys with stuff like this, I just wanted to share it with someone, nobody in my family or friends know what I'm going through.
2007-01-08
19:20:17
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