I am still looking, but I am getting fed up. It is just not happening. I want to be 'saved' and live in religiously-induced bliss, but something in my brain is not letting me do this.
I refuse to let others influence me, because I believe that if Jesus wants to speak to me, he would do it on his own, anywhere, it wouldn't matter if I was in church or around other Christians.
And don't say "open your heart" unless you want me to take a steak knife and literally do it. I don't know what that means and nobody will explain it to me.
So is it true that Jesus only picks certain people to communicate with and save? How do I know if I have been saved or not? I believe in Jesus because of historical and scientific proof that he existed.... but what is my proof that he is the son of God? God doesn't talk to me either.
2006-12-17
07:46:12
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