was depressed for a few yrs, recovered in '03, affected my ability to tidy/clean house. can't invite visitors home as i'm too ashamed in case they judge me for being lazy and living like i don't care (scared they might pity/judge me) .desperately want to have beautiful home, simple and sparse, but don't have motivation to do anything about it. affecting relationships with friends, family and current bf whom i love all so much. i know about self-help books about self-esteem and motivation books, how to take it at my own pace for de-cluttering. don't need more advice on that. want to throw this to you to see if anyone relate to me on this, and has come out at the other end. the appearance is deterioating as time has gone by, and i'm only doing the barest minimum. only cleaning the surfaces on which i've used. nothing more.
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2006-12-13
23:25:16
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pinkskyinthecity
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Mental Health