I dont really understand whats going on. When im around good friends, or any person who brings the best of me out, i feel great and i can do anything and have no worries-life is great. That feeling will last for a few hours/days and then i come back to being kinda depressed, anxious, low self esteem, dont want to do anything, etc. In 25 now, but i remember back since i was very very young always being very afraid of being alone, id cry or panic when my father left my side even for a minute. I also was very shy for most of my life. I rememeber a few times in high school i would think "what if the friends i have now are not really my friends and just setup friend by my parents". I knew completely that this was irrationanal but now i realize that it was just me feelign like i couldnt do it on my own.
All i want is to have my own self esteem, own confidence. I want to wake up and feel great about the day and what im going to do. I never really had the chance in life to be that.
2006-12-08
01:01:24
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Drew S
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Mental Health