I met my best guy friend in the 7th grade. Right away we clicked we were both deep-thinkers. We ended up becoming best friends. He wasn’t that super attractive but he was so cool, confident, smart, funny, caring and kind. I developed a crush on my best friend. He was always a great person to me and MY dad could not find anything wrong (=o)with him other than the fact he could tell I liked him.
No girl’s ever really noticed him that year besides me because he was a mysterious artist type. The following year though he sprung up and he was a total stud! He talked to me all day the first day back and I kept wondering how the heck I got so lucky. He still had his winning personality too, I honestly feel that’s more important. Every girl started noticing him and every guy wanted to be him. But he stayed humble. We remained best friends but I got jealous of all his newfound female attention. So often I’d give him the cold shoulder and act as if he did something. He never did anything to hurt me. But I was just jealous.
Anyway we went off to separate High Schools but still kept in touch (same neighborhood). He was an instant hit in his school too…Girls, girls, girls. Me = sadness, jealous & cranky. Well that summer some of us discovered myspace and it wasn’t as popular then so we only had about 50 friends each (add ppl we know only). Well I was #5 after his four bros on his top friends, on his pics, and slideshow. He was top guy on mine as well and in my pics. The year went by and every time he had a girlfriend (twice) she would be right in front of me on his top. When they broke up, I was back again. I don’t know but I got sensitive about it and I was sad until I was back again.
Well today, I have been replaced again by a new girlfriend person. It’s Junior year and this is the third time. The problem with all this is I’m also in pics on the wall of his room there are other people but mostly me. In my room same thing. People think we’re crazy for having a real “guy-girl best friendship”. We tell each other a lot of things and we never let the other down. My parents know him very well and his parents know me. Still to this day it’s the same. But he’s frustrating me and I don’t know why. Why do I keep getting jealous? We’re still best friends. But I get jealous every time he get’s a girlfriend, even though this is the third time only. Why? Do I still like him and don’t know? Can anyone help. Any advice.
2006-11-30
16:27:08
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