I don't know... I am a young butch lesbian, and while I'm obviously pretty masculine (or at least neutral) in the way I dress, act, and speak, I don't really think of myself as male, and I never really have. At the same time, I never thought of myself as female or androgynous, either. I've always been a tomboy and puberty was not a great shock, but I now dislike my female body and find myself increasingly thinking about how I might like to be a male. I'm still attracted to females, I just think that maybe in my heart of hearts I am a guy. I don't know though, because aren't transgendered people supposed to know from early childhood that they are really another gender? And if I'm ftm, shouldn't I really want male reproductive parts? Because I would like them but then again I can't justify the costs of potential surgeries. Please do not tell me that it is natural to question this sort of thing, because I know that, but I am really serious here. Please help me! Thank you in advance.
2006-11-11
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender