I'll try to only mention what's pertinent. I can't remember the last time I've been happy or if I've ever been. I live in NorCal now, but grew up in NYC - just moved 1.5 yrs ago. Contrary to popular opinion, I hate CA, or just really miss home. I've been living in a perpetual state of sadness and anxiety and it's starting to manifest physiologically now with aches, migraines, and serious lack of energy. I have no health insurance to speak to a Dr and I literally have no friends. I can't take this anymore - need to find a way out. Make matters worst, I have a live-in GF that I totally believe doesn't understand me nor my situation. I'm sure she just thinks I’m a jerk, but I know there is more to it. I feel like I'm trapped in a corner by my own and external forces and in a few days I’m bound to crack. I don’t want to hurt myself nor anyone, but I feel so lost Please help, I'm begging.
Only legitimate reponses please, thanks.
2006-10-24
08:21:58
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