I am diagnosed as BPD with depression. However when people look at me, I am like a super happy person in the world. Yes, sometimes I cried out of the blue and suicidal thought striked but not most of the time. I sleep well, eat well, no significant weight gain/loss. I don't think of suicide everyday. I believe in gray area, not just black and white. I don't fear of abandonment. I smile and talk to people (but not talkative). I did not lose a job, no immediate family member died. I do well dress myself. I don't call up friends in the middle of the nights. I don't think I am a super energized person. So, how could i be having depression? (Is it some type of denial?Oops you got me :) But basically, I was described only very little does of Zyprexa (0.25) and Tegretol (800). No antidepressant (how could that be if I am really depressed?) Any idea, anyone, serious, no pranks please. Have a good day! ;)
2006-10-24
09:18:30
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