WARNING: THIS IS A LONG STORY…
For the last few days my mental health has been declining rapidly. I have been severely depressed. Hurting myself badly. I stabbed myself , i.e. I had to get several stitches. I also bashed a glass ash-tray over my head., and just beating myself up in general. I feel like i deserve it. Like I need to be punished. I have been under a lot of pressure recently. I am prescribed Klonapim. I've been taking those like candle. Along with Painkillers, mostly Hydrocodone. I've became addicted or heavily dependent on those. If I have to go into a Psyche ward I would have to go through de-tox. My problems have come to the point where I cant stand it any longer. I have to do something, something drastic, like, having myself commented. But there’s a catch. I've already been in the Psyche wards around here, and they haven’t helped me. And it just ended up hurting those that loved me. And also I have a lot of thing I have to do on the outside. (To be Continued)
2006-10-08
20:24:44
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