I'm 45 and have loss both parents unexpectedly to death but the pain that I feel now that the woman that I have loved for so long has left me. How can I stop this gut wrenching pain from controling my life. I walk in the house and I just start crying my eyes out because I don't see her on the patio waving at me with her lovely smile. Everything that I look at from the coffee mugs that we had coffee in every morning to the bed, decorations that she hung and placed around the house, everything makes me so sad. I had no idea that she was so unhappy, at least to the point of sneeking away. I've talked to her on the phone and she says that it is not another man, just that she didn't feel loved. She stopped drinking 5 months ago and since then she went on a health kick and I didn't. I love her with all of my heart and would do anything for her. I have no family or friends, 2400 miles from where I grew up and no money. I just don't know what to do with my life, I am so sad, the saddest ever.
2006-09-06
14:57:50
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sharkscue
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Marriage & Divorce