all the women in my family are getting together next weekend with thier children no husbands,,,to talk get updated on how everybody is doing, have some drinks,,talk about the kids and so on and thats fun,, nice except I am the only one with out kids married 12 yrs not been able to concieve and will be going to specialist soon ,,my problem is i feel like i don't have anything in common with them and breaks my heart to see everyone with thier babys and me by myself i fake a smile they don't know how i feel or what i am going through i smile and inside i am dieing of sadness,,,i really dont' go to any party from the family because i feel depress,,,i use to go but not anymore,,,,,my grandma really wants me to go she raised me so i feel bad not to go for her,,i feel happy for them but want to cry inside and won't talk about it to them b/c I would cry and i don't want them to feel sorry for me I know they stare and probably say oh she still hasn't concieve its hard what should i do?
2006-08-27
17:46:49
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Trying to Conceive