I haven't been able to find Jesus in a way that he has helped me in my life. It is not through lack of trying.. I've been to church, I've read the old & new testament, i watch religious tv & even christian music programmes, I'm probably the only person that welcomes the door to door callers & I really do read what they leave with me. I do this with all religions because the whole thing intrigues me! I'm a good person with morals etc but I have tried & tried to 'find' god in the hope that his words will one day enlighten me or help me live a better life. (im certainly no angel) BUT it doesn't seem to grab me & convince me. Perhaps Jesus is the only way but what if you cant quite follow? Can a person suddenly believe? Surely to follow gods words you have to believe them in your heart? What if you can't believe even if you want to? I acknowlege i need saving but cant seem to be saved. Then HOW?
2006-07-31
21:59:30
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