Okay, I went out with this guy 2 years ago for 2 years, but I was a chort fuse, and made him sad all the time. I didn't realize I was, b/c of the meds I was on. I left him b/c I couldn't make him happy and he thinks I bashed his mailbox which I didn't, and drew obsenities on his car in class chalk. they were cartoons, I thought they were hilarious but he didn't see it that way. I took him to NYC after we broke up, and spent a total of $1000 on him. I even let him do me in the bum, which is my no-no zone. But he doesn't want to have anything to do with me, and I realized what I've done 2 years later and I want to at least be friends with him but he laughs at me behind my back. I can't go home from work without driving by his house, I would wait 2 hours in the rain just to see him walk from class to his car, just to see him. I've tried not doing it, but it's like going without a cigarette, I CAN'T!!! It drives me insane, I can't eat or sleep anymore, I'd be happy even if he yelled. help!
2006-07-19
06:45:33
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thebobguything
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Mental Health