Married 5 years....3 kids that i love more then life itself. Im at that point. Where i dont know what to do. I know i cant take the way life is right now. The screaming matches, the emotional pain. The loneliness. I know im far from perfect...that i make mistakes, but she acts as if she is blameless, without fault in everything. As if she walks on water. I walk around now, is if in a daze. On autopilot. A zombie with a good job. I do things for everyone else because in my reality i dont exist. Not because i dont want to....but because i dont, like this. This way. Living my life in what ifs, daydeams and storylines of better tomorrows. Where im married to a woman who doesnt put me down when things arent 100% her way. So i ask you out there. How important is happyiness? Love? Passion and inner peace? Is it worth splitting up a marraige? Is it worth going through a hellish divorce? is it worth it to have to hear your son or daughter ask you why you left them? What they did wrong?
2006-07-19
09:49:13
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