I do not proclaim myself to be any religion but have found my own beliefs to be similiar to a Christians. I would never commit suicide, I just feel it's wrong. However, I would not fight death at this point. I am young I guess (27) but the life I have been forced to live makes me feel much older. A child raised by an abusive single mother. Fending for myself before the age of 9. I married my highschool sweetheart, we have been together for 13 yrs now, married 9...no children. A few months the world I knew shattered. My wife was hospitalized for a week, we found out she has MS. I stayed with her while she was hospitalized and my employer found this as grounds for termination after 6 yrs with them. I have gained new employment but it just isn't the same. My wife is back to 100% but everything seems forever altered. I just feel along the way I lost me! I am not sure who I am anymore, and why I still breath. As always, I pray to God but feel forshakened! Who/Where am I now!
2006-09-21
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