I'm bisexual and I'm not sure if I should be glad, sad, angry, or what. I have always wanted to just be normal and to not stand too far out in the crowd and it seems like I'm cursed into feeling something I used to think was so wrong.
I'm really scared to share my orientation with others. I'm scared I'll be rejected. I'm scared I'll be judged. I don't want people to think of me as a lesser person because of the way I feel. You see all of these people, I do often in school, who call people gay and it's considered an insult.
I don't think I can come open with that. I'm really scared that everyone will make fun of me and I'll never have a life again.
Is there an easy way to live with myself without having to supressing my desires and being a complete laugh at school? I can't change the way I feel; if I could, I would have by now... I'm so scared, I can't even play sports because I'd never be able to be focued on the game; I'd be staring at one of the players.
Any suggestions??
2006-08-28
16:30:14
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