We've been best buddies for 6 years now. Though we see each other only during the summer (living in different coutries) we're always in touch and every summer it's me and him hanging out together almost everyday. He once told (we both quite high on alcohol) me that he loved me and would never do me any harm because of that. He used to have a girlfriend, but is single for 5 years now. We never even kissed, but hugged and slept in one bed (without any sexual contact). I know that I'm terribly in love with him, but cannot risk losing him altogeher if i confide in him my secret affection. When I'm upset at him he would come and hold me in his arms. Last year he said that I shouldn't be looking at him in a nightclub like that (I smiled at him). It was pretty painful. I am afraid he just knows what I feel and tried to take distance from me. This summer we again hung out together but this time I did my best to show self-restraint and tried avoiding bodily contact with him. What should I do?
2006-07-13
07:53:05
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender