I have been suffering from severe depression and lust problem since 16. Needless to say, it has been a life of hell for the past 8 years as I am 24 now. The even more frustrating part is I am still struggling, and there is no sign of things getting better.
Despite my unendurable obstacles, I kept on living with a hope that things will get better as I believe a life without hope is as same as death. I am just extremely frustrated and depressed about my current situation.
My life is full of mental tortures, miseries and pains and I can't even lead ordinary life. I tried hard to be free of all these pains, and to become a good person. That is how I was able to stay free from drugs, alcohol, tobacco, sex.
Yet, I am still suffering mightily every day from severe depression and lust problem. I don't have rosy picture about life. Yet at the same time, I don't expect life full of mental tortures, pains.
Why did God create me the way I am? Why does He let me endure things I can't endure?
2006-10-01
11:22:54
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