I am married to a great man - but he kind of brought me out of my shell - I have been with women since I have been in high school - but I have had 2 failed marriages (both men) - now I am married but I have for the past year had an affiar with another woman behind his back. Any other time I would share with him. But, I dont like doing that any more. I love him - but I dont feel in love with him. I have broke off the relationship w/the other woman (too toung and she had drama issues) but I still long to be with a woman. Is this a phase - or what - I am confused. Men dont do it for me - never really have. I feel trapped but I dont want to hurt him. He hasnt done anything but be there for me. And yes I have talked to him about it. He thinks my hormones are messed up.. but my hormones are fine - per Dr. Sex with men is just sex - numb - I dont get anything from men - at all! I feel like I missing out on what I really need to be - any ideas... or is this just my head?
2006-07-05
06:22:31
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender