im very lonely and isolated as a person, i live in a small flat, and i have borderline personality disorder to, ive been through a hell of a lot in my life. ive never had any friends or a girl friend in all my 29 years of bein alive. im waiting for an assesment for therapy, but i dont no when this is gonna be.
i have very low self esteem, i can be very dependant, clingy, posessive and needy. but iam aware that iam, and i really try hard not to be.
im trying to break the desperate sense of isolation i feel and loneliness by trying to reach out to girls i like the look of on myspace. ive socially isolated myself and dont go out anywhere because of terrible panic and anxiety, plus i have inner rage feelings to and im worried about losing control.
so for me, MYSPACE is the next best thing. but every approach im making, every friendly message im leaving, which has been for over dozens and dozens of girls, none of them are replying back to me, & i feel angry at them because of it
2007-03-24
03:51:05
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