OK. this is going to sound really small and petty but its really bothering me. I have a facebook profile (its just another myspace site) and I think I want to shut it down. I was sort of pressured to go on it and also I wanted to but the whole thing is driving me insane and making me depressed. I'm the kind of person, who I like everybody and everybody has to like me. So if I have a friend on there I feel like I have to be friends with their friends, and their boyfriends and girlfriends or they'll think I'm a ahole, but then again I don't always know these friends of friends and I worry that I'll get rejected, and I fear that so much. It always bothers me and makes me depressed. Especially sicne one person accepted my friend request one night and then removed me a few hours later and that really bothered me. I've been depressed ever since, paranoid that everybody just hates me. I also worry that people think I'm arrogant because I added so many people in so little time, people i don't think they knew that I knew that well. And I added all of them. I don't want them to think I'm arrogant. especially since I'm not really popular, sort of liked I'd say, but not really popular, and I'm friends with some of the people the more popular kids are friends with, like seniors that graduated last year. I've just been paranoid about that, and I'm depressed, and I don't really think taking it down would make me feel any better but I just think then I'd be out of this whole thing. I also don't know if there is any "social" damage that getting rid of it would reverse it, not change it, or even make it worse. But I mean everybody has one now, and people added me as a friend just yesterday and invited me to be in an internet group and I don't want to be rude and take it down the day after. And a few people seemed happy that i got it just a few days ago. And I also don't want to lose touch with the people that graduated last year and want them to know that I like them. Sometimes I think people don't realize I like them because I just don't talk much but i like everybody. SO what do you think I should do? The main question is should I get rid of it.?
2006-11-29
10:20:53
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leena
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