In no way is depression new to me. I have been on more meds than I care to remember. About six months ago, after being hospitalized due to a reaction to meds, I was told that I could never, NEVER, take psychotropics again. Because of, I felt, a lack of direction from doctors, hard-headedness, and some desperation, I tried some meds, I had on hand which worked previously, and back to the hospital I went. I am now convinced I cannot try that again. I really don't want to find myself dead.
At this point, my depression is so bad, I am not caring about anything. Eventhough I am sure I cannot hang like this anymore, I will not kill myself.
I feel as though I am the only one who wants to fix me. Nothing seems to be working in my favor and I am not sure what to do and I don't think it is possible to care much longer.
What can I do?
2006-09-21
19:01:48
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david.duke4
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