i hate myself. everything about myself makes me want to die. how i look, talk, handle things
and espescially my past (its pretty ****** up, trust me)
i'm 14, 5'10' (tall, i know) and a recovering anorexic/cutter, i've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and i'm homeschooled because of it, i'm going back soon tho. anyways i just hate myself. on my bad days, these usually happen once, twice, maybe three times a week, i totally fall apart over it. i hate myself all the time but on these days its the worst. i gained ALOT of weight (due to being on a new anti depressant, zyprexa.. its the worst ******* thing that ever happend to me!) after being discharged from hospital, so i went from 136 to 175 lbs, and i'm 162 now.. it wont come off. i've been off of zyprexa for atleast 2 - 3 months now and i'm not eating much, exercising as much as possible and taking some weight loss pills.
this is me
http://i16.tinypic.com/4tftoir.jpg
be as judgemental as you wish. and i kno my hair sucks
2007-08-07
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