I consider myself a loser mainly because I have the potential to do ANYTHING. The problem is, I missed my entire childhood and therefore, my formative years were warped by the pedophile who stole them from me. Basically, I am angry, often. When I'm not angry, I am depressed because I have so much to do. It's a Catch 22.
I have managed to do some amazing things with my life, but I stay upset. And what really ticks me off is when blacks, gays, Republican's and Liberals all complain that they're getting the short end of the stick. Let me tell you, you don't have a clue what getting screwed over is like until you've woken up with a dick stuck in your face at the age of 6 or 8 years old (and I'm a heterosexual male....that makes it worse for me psychologically.)
That single event and my choice NOT to tell my Dad at the time, cost me my entire childhood. I am 44 years old now and life has been pure hell. Trying to make sense of that proved impossible.
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2007-01-20
02:56:51
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