Here is the email (with some details taken out to protect identities):I've never gotten over the love of my life (who was and is married). I am attached in a 5 yr relationship but recently had a very deep yearning in my heart to see him again. I called his house twice and hung up. I thought about how stupid I'd sound and how I didn't even fully know what my intentions, hopes, and desires were from making the phone call. I also did not want to cause pain to his wife. She is an older woman, and while my ex loved her at the time of our affair, he had been out of love with her for many years and was taking care of her out of friendship love and dedication, as she is a foreigner and is dependent on him. Us: We believed we were soul mates, and I've never recovered. How it ended: Me young and battled depression & in an act of foolishness I faked crazy once so he wouldn't leave me and go home to her. I was 2 convincing. He thought I was mental.I pushed him away. He even cried. I miss him!!!
2006-11-26
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