I was abused as a child, my mother is still with him, they live next door, he always accused me of looking to have sex with someone everytime I wanted to do something with school, now my boyfriend accuses me of wanting someone else if I work in a bar( as a bartender) or selling roses, I feel like I have traded my step father for my boyfriend that they are almost one in the same. to both anytime I want to do anything I am wanting to run the streets and be a whore. I am not a "cheater" as my boyfriend coins the phrase, but am constantly under suspicion, I cannot go anywhere .my mother also comes over and has to discuss her lack of sexual relations with my step father and his internet activities. all her suspicions of infidelities on his part I feel like I am surrounded by people who only care about sex, and who only think that is what my brain consists of. Everything else I do is belittled, ridiculed, even that is critisized. I am depressed, seems like its been a problem my whole life!
2006-11-14
09:01:27
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AttitudallyRED
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