I was doing very well for my self. Young (aged 20) and vibrant the future looked very bright – atleast I thought- for me. Between trying to juggle work and pleasing my bosses, friends and family (in that order) I let ball drop. Got fired from my job by the time I was 25, got addicted to drugs, lost my houses, and my car. (Oh and ofcourse friends went too!). I am trying to rebuild my life, have moved to a different city, after having tried to face the mess and work through it. Things are slowly going ok but my regret and guilt for acting so stupid seem bigger than anything does.
I have sobered up, got a job, and I am seeing someone. Also, try to keep myself busy by travelling, reading, gym etc. Three years later, I have not accepted that I messed up.
I know obviously should not be getting awards for ‘Best Daft Performance’. However, I am trying to move on and yet I think about this everyday. Everything looks so bleak. Anyone with similar or just experience please comments. No Clubs
2006-08-15
05:57:28
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