So it's bad enough that my boyfriend (yesterday was our 6 mon.) that yesterday i gave him his week's break to sort things out, then found out from another source that he was with someone else already. Her voice on his voicemail and everything.......so last night I was down at the barn before this and my 23-yr-old Arab mare Chester wouldn't get up.....so today I came down and she still couldn't, so I called the vet. He was really worried, so one of the partners came out to look at her. Right away he said it was liver failure, and we had to put her down. She was my first horse, and now I have nothing but memories. I cant run down to see her, and have her shove her forehead against me to be rubbed. It took at least 20 min to find a vein she was so collapsed. I am trying to be with God, but it's so hard....I love her more than imaginable, she taught me everything about horses....I just don't know how to go on without her. I'm worried about the other 2 horses and how we will cope..
2007-01-23
11:27:49
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