I think i have an eating disorder. i am 5ft tall and 100lbs, every time i look in the mirror i think im fat, and i can pick out my bad problem areas. so i don't look in the mirror any more. i havent weighed this little in i dont know how long. all through hish school i weighed 115 120. shortly after i gratuated i miscaried at 4mo. then a year ago i had my daughter. when i went in to have my c section i was 140. i eat one meal a day if im lucky, or if i eat its equivelent to a happy meal size and a wont eat until the next day, ill have two pops and a water to drink a day, and i'v been told that i look sick by people, or im getting too skinny. that just makes me try harder to lose weight cause if they see im getting skinny they can see my problem areas too. and i just keep telling my self i only want to lose two more pounds just to see if i can, then its two more, and on and on i dont think i can stop any more, its like a sick game. do i need help? is this a disorder. please help.
2006-09-17
16:44:42
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