My Mom who was my best friend died recently. We'd always been close. When I reached 23, Ive always wanted to be independent so I tried to live on my own, but because of my love for her, I could not do it so when I bought a house, I decided that she lived with me. Two years later, I found my wife and got married. When my wife moved in to my house, the two most important people of my life did not get along. So I decided to find Mom an apartment. This hurt my mom very much and suffered a lot of stress. Then a few months later, she was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer. She had cancer in the lympnodes about 7 years ago but she'd been healthy after the chemo. But just this year, her cancer went back and got to her brain.
When she died 2 weeks ago, I just could not stop crying thinking I was the reason why she died and I could not forgive myself. I miss my mother so much and it kills me every time I remember her beautiful smile, her hard work and her love. I don't think she deserved me.
2006-12-12
08:31:44
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