I'm not exactly over the moon about it. I had hoped to find someone to grow old with, but thats not the card I've been dealt.
I'm pretty much having treatment after treatment forced on me. Don't misunderstand me, any treatment that would extend my life would be welcome, but this isn't it. This is just extending my death.
With 'pallative' treatment I would have about 18mo, most of which I would be able to enjoy, relatively able-bodied. Instead, I have to have chemo after chemo, meaning I'll be spending the next 3 years in a drawn out death, going hospital bed - my bed - toilet - sick bowl.
However, because I am only a 'child' until I reach 18, I have no choice in the matter, and my mother just can't let me go.
Do you think I am being selfish for wanting more of a say in this?
2007-12-02
08:42:15
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