I'm 18 years old and a virgin. I'm not saving myself for marriage & I thought I would at least have fallen in love with someone before college, but here I am, still a virgin. Anyway I've been messing around with this guy for about a month now and he's in an open relationship and I have a crush on him and we've done basically everything short of having sex so I'm wondering, should I just go for it? A lot of my friends first times havent been special and I feel like maybe I'm putting the penis on a pedestal. I know this guy does not love me. I really like him. I don't even know if he likes me. He may just be using me. I'm lonely here. I just want someone to hold me. What do you guys think, does the first time have to be special? A large part of me kinda just wants to get it over with. This is my second week in college and I'm having a hard time adjusting. Im pretty sure this guy just wants a lover he doesnt have to love. Will I get attached and clingy after having sex? I don't want that.
2006-09-13
17:35:48
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42 answers
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Amyl Nitrate
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