My boyfriend and I of 3 1/2 years broke up. And I NEED him back. I was raped in October, and that put alot of stress on our relationship. I was in alot of counselling, and got diagnosed with bipolar disorder in that time. I was put on meds for it as well. I had a hard time trusting anyone, and shut others out completely. I keep alot of things bottled up inside, and won't really open up to anyone. I was really moody and depressed. Then around Christmas, I just gave up. Quit the counselling, and the meds. I felt as if no one else was trying to help me. They expected me to be the same happy outgoing person I was, like before it happened. But I was out clubbing the night it happened, so why? And when Chris gave up, it made me realize how much I took him for gantite, and that he actually was trying to help me. But I shut him out somewhat as well. And now I need him back, I need his help, love and support. I can't go on with him giving up too.. He WAS the only thing that kept me going.
2007-01-24
07:14:58
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