Other - Family & Relationships - 17 August 2006

hello everyone or whoever is reading this I feel like a piece of **** right now and I don't know what to do it's like the whole deal is I have very low self esteem and I don't know what to do about it I've tried the doctors and the medication and bullshit and had therapy but it doent work really Im not askin for help but just for u to listen I dont even know why Im doing this but its late and everyones sleeping I cant sleep and I feel horrible hopefully typing this will help me feel better see I was abused as a child and everyone has always had something to say about me never the less at school and even in my own family and home I could never get any support in any way and right now I dont live with my parents anymore and I still feel like a piece of **** and I dont know whyand all its like no matter how hard I try to feel better about things and make myself it doesnt get any better no matter what I do and Im living with my boyfriend right now and his family and theyre incredibly nice and a very loving family and they respect u a lot and it's like Im not used to it despite how long about 5 months Ive been living with them Ive been trying hard to accept them and the way they treat eachother and everything it drives me mad and into further depression I know they have said to me that they were here for me but Im just not ready to open up and have to let them in it's so ******* hard because I have avoidant personality disorder and I like to avoid people and close myself off to things bc Im scared it's been a struggle and will keep being a struggle until I change until I start to love myself but I hate myself I undeniably hate myself I want to not hate myself and everyone keeps telling me how to love myself I listen and try but it doesnt work for me yah know it sucks so bad any ideas anyone

2006-08-17 18:56:59 · 44 answers · asked by joesgirl3588 1

today my best friend broke up with her bf.. and today i talked to my bf and i kept on getting annoyed of him.. is it because of all the bad things i hear about my best friens bf.. that makes me think .

2006-08-17 18:51:53 · 21 answers · asked by girl 1

i am 19 male and think i am gay and need to cry but cant cry cuz if i do my father will hit me or well i dont even want to say so please im me i really need your help or im me by clicking my avatar and click im PLEASE I REALLY NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO

2006-08-17 18:43:45 · 1 answers · asked by <33DJ 1

2006-08-17 18:38:19 · 5 answers · asked by Princess 1

2006-08-17 18:31:54 · 16 answers · asked by Kitten2 6

i'm down

2006-08-17 18:31:27 · 6 answers · asked by hai s 1

i don't my bedtime is 10 it used to be 930 an all my other friends don't have one

2006-08-17 18:27:12 · 23 answers · asked by Precious 1

My ex & I started dating in mid-January of this year. I went away to school in February, & we stayed together for a while, but the distance between the two of us & his insecurities led to us having a relationship with "no-title". I've recently moved back home after receiving my degree, & we have indefinitely broken up. I attempted to date a person at my school a few months back, but it literally lasted for two days before I realized how in love with my ex I was. I didn't want to hurt him anymore than I already had, so I decided to stay single until I figured myself out. We still see each other, & have hooked up since I've been home, but he says he's too hurt by what happened between the two of us to ever consider getting back together with me. I care about him deeply, & don't know how to approach this. I love him. I want to be with him. I can't do the random hook-up thing with him, because it hurts far too much. I've explained this to him, but nothing has changed. Any ideas?

2006-08-17 18:24:50 · 14 answers · asked by Squishy 2

If i showed you my boobs???????



( O ) ( O )

2006-08-17 18:20:35 · 27 answers · asked by Anonymous

would you talk to your childs father is he made the comment that you were not good looking and their were some fine hot hispanics and asians out there and that he was at a park recently but wouldnt say why and most of all says that you are a bad mother but he never sees his kid nor takes care of her doesn't buy her anything nor pays child support. but thinks that you should still do everything hes says and wants

2006-08-17 18:04:40 · 17 answers · asked by hunnie l 2

Alright I am currently a college student pursuing a nursing degree and live with my boyfriend. I have class in the day and work in the evening. My boyfriend keeps getting drunk at night since i'm not home. I came home from work tonight at 11 to find puke all over the tiolet and him passed out in the recliner with a pan in his lap as a puke bucket. My question is do I let him sit his happy a** in the chair all night? Or should I be nice and wake him up to go to bed and sleep it off?

2006-08-17 18:04:20 · 12 answers · asked by Tara G 2

drive w/ her friends in the back seat? And me in the passenger seat of course. Even though she and her friends behave, if something ever happened, I'd feel responsible for her friends. I know if my daughter got hurt in a wreck while one of her friends (w/ only a permit) was driving, and the parent in the car, I'd be upset about it. Or am I just being paranoid?

2006-08-17 17:59:26 · 13 answers · asked by wolf1ibm 2

2006-08-17 17:53:20 · 17 answers · asked by sabrina b 2

Curious how many of you out there who have acted straight all their lives find themselves more attracted to women as they get older. Wondering just how common this is.

2006-08-17 17:49:21 · 6 answers · asked by flipit 2

WHY DOSE IT HURT
MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON CLOUDS
like you can breath
hey any one have any ideas guy i need some help on some stuff my ex cheated on me twicewhat did i do when you guys say i love you what dose it me is it bad for a girl to say i love you to her boyfriend he lied to me to try to get in my pants thank god i didn't is that all you guys want is a good f uck and then leave why cant you guys be hopeless romantics if and guys have a myspace may i have it so i can add you

2006-08-17 17:47:26 · 21 answers · asked by Anonymous

ok i have alotof stupid things but this is important!!ok i got this strang phone call and she sayed that she seen ryan with another girl and he was all over her. and i think it might be my friends sister cause he broke upwith her and asked me out and i asked her if it was ok and if she cared and she sayed no so idid and we have been goin out since may 23 he told me not to long ago that i have been the best grl friend he has ever had. i dont know if i should belive the phone call that i got who i didnt even know and brake up with him to find out it never happend our just get over it and stay with him cause he is the best boy friend ever cause he makes me laff and i really like him so please help!!

2006-08-17 17:42:14 · 6 answers · asked by Anonymous

Hey well I know what you're gonna say why the hell did I do that. It was kind of a crazy night. He was drinking alot, and passed out so I was talking to my friend who was at the party about tattoos that we wanted to get that I wanted to get one that said Cassie Loves Justin Forever, and Justin wanted one that said Justin Loves Cassie Forever. So, my friend suggested that it would be cool to do it while he was passed out because he wouldn't have to worry about the pain. So well it worked out kind of, but my friend that did it was drinking to, and he put the tattoo on my b/f's butt by mistake. So now my b/f is pissed at me for it. Do you have any advice on how to make things right again?

2006-08-17 17:38:17 · 16 answers · asked by Wild and Sexy Cassie 1

Sometimes my mind just gets overwhelmed and I just want to scream, but I never do. Have any of you ever needed to
"Just Scream"?

2006-08-17 17:36:42 · 9 answers · asked by Josie31 2

I feel like i am hollow. All I can ever feel nowadays is grief and anger. I just can't cry it out, i reall CAN"T. A girl loves me and I love her, but I can't feel simple joy or happiness, so how can I feel love? tell me that. Tell me why can't i feel my love for her. WHY??? I love her dearly, but all i feel is just a cold space. Did i do somethig wrong to deserve this?

2006-08-17 17:31:54 · 18 answers · asked by coolcat123 3

he works at a place that usually doesnt give overtime,i am handicapped,cant drive anymore

2006-08-17 17:31:39 · 14 answers · asked by ? 2

Every day she asks me about the people I work with, what they look like, who I have talked to, ect. Then she checks all my phone numbers in the phone and drills me on who they are. If she even sees a phone number from my old area code she is convinced it is an ex girlfriend, and will call the number to see who it is. If I am late getting home, its "what woman have you been with and the cold sholder for the rest of the night. She is 33 years old, Can anyone offer advice on how to stop this childish jealously other than to actually cheat on her?

2006-08-17 17:30:03 · 15 answers · asked by Glynn 1

when we have sex it only last a couple of minutes sometimes secounds what do i do?

2006-08-17 17:21:58 · 59 answers · asked by Anonymous

2006-08-17 17:12:54 · 17 answers · asked by tarzan 1

You guys believe that Maryam (mother of prophet jesus, peace be upon him) was a respectful personality..Dont you?? she would never behave like animals as your ladies do..then why do you guys do so .. did prophet jesus ever tried to promote dancing or drinking or playing music??? tell me ..you are not on the right track ... we all are the brothers and sisters because we are all sons and daughters of Adam (peace be upon him).. and it is my duty to remind you of your duties towards God..

2006-08-17 16:58:13 · 13 answers · asked by BOSS! 1

2006-08-17 16:36:05 · 8 answers · asked by cuddle_me_172002 2

even after you still love them and would take them back regardless of what has happened even thou they may not want you back.

2006-08-17 16:34:13 · 14 answers · asked by donovan b 1

From medical exams, I have a healthy sperm count, while she is still just 36 years old. Other obvious signs are sperm ooozing out of her vagina as she stands up from bed. I'm posting this question to the general public to get some insights or "shedding some light" on my ignorance.

2006-08-17 16:29:30 · 8 answers · asked by COGITO ERGO SUM 1

i'm a 15 year old girl who need help from guys
i'm 4"9"
130
long soft black and orange hair
bright hazle eyes and long eyelashes
and fair soft skin
is my weight right is is my skin right is my hight right

2006-08-17 16:28:39 · 8 answers · asked by Anonymous

2006-08-17 16:26:41 · 16 answers · asked by vampire666 1

I have been with my bf for 2 years and half talking serious about getting married but I am always not so sure, and after met this guy at work ( he has a girlfriend) I could not stop thinking about him help?

2006-08-17 16:22:02 · 3 answers · asked by Girlintrouble 2