I am practicing an unwilling form of abstinence, and I am miserable. I remember the experience as though it was yesterday, her scent has stayed with me:
I was 16 and she 26, it was a fling. Afterwards I was filled with a confidence like never before. Sadly though I have not met anybody.
At first, I just wanted to get laid. But after awhile I just wanted some companionship. Its sad to think about it but I have never had a relationship in my life. The handfull of girls that I have "dated" (Literally 4) it has never gotten pass the courting phase.
I feel like that guy from the movie "the 40 yr old virgin". In fact I am that guy except that I am technically not a virgin; I sometimes refer to myself as a Born-Again virgin...lol.
I'm a nice guy, considerate, friendly, physically fit. I wouldn't say I'm shy, however I am reserved. I don't approach women.
God it has been so long that I stop thinking about it, but from time to time it hits me.
Should I just give up on love?
2006-12-28
20:14:17
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