I dont understand. Everybody insists on treating me bad or hating me for different reasons. I cant get a boy to like me or even make friends the way others can so easily. All the boys make it obvious of what they think about me just by the way they treat me. They never ask me out or even tell me I look pretty that day the way they tell other girls.
As for the girls, all they ever do is leave me out of everything and talk and say bad things about me behind my back. All I want to do is be like them, or at least be loved or feel loved once in a while. The few friends that I have comfort me to make me feel better, but that is all it is everyday- people trying to comfort me because they know the real truth.
I used to think that people used to hate me because of the way I look. So I changed things around a little bit- and now I realize it is a whole lot more than that. People are probably thinking that I am still that same immature girl from 6th grade. But Im not, I REALLY have changed.
2006-09-19
08:34:02
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Watermelon Punch
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