I had a sex dream about my close guy friend last night. the issue is we tried datin twice but both times were unsuccessful. our realtionship together was unsuccessfull cuz he has family issues and they are very depressingly & he told me more than once that he cares for me too much and doesnt want me to be negativly affected by them. we think we are better as friends, we have known eachother for 5 months & our trust in eachother is very strong. we had a serious discussion about having sex w/ eachother and wana do it. i will be losin it too him but dont mind, I feel he is the right guy. he said he isint a virgin but I wonder alot if he is lying cuz he said his first time was for an hour and a half! we randomnly call eachother to talk but he calls me more than I call him and we talk and hang out on a regular almost every day basis if either of us are not busy. he is gonna be busy this weekend he is goin to a rock show and so we talked online tonight and he randomnly goes. ‘call me, i wana play a game b4 i go to sleep(video game)’ so i call him and we talked for a little while. he is tellin me how he is goin with some people to the concert and his friend has a pretty girl he knows thats gonna be there...I didnt think much of it really...did he expect me to get jealous? I am one to get jealous easily. then he was like ‘I’ll see you Monday if I dont talk to you before then.’ that was good to hear because I know he will be thinking of me. we still hug on occasion, he still holds me tight just like he did when we dated like he doesnt wana let me go. it is confusing as hell cuz i dont wana let him go when i hug him. he has said 'love ya' twice. Im pretty sure he means it cuz he said that he trusts me alot and one time on the phone after a long conversation he said 'I dont know wat is it about you, I just love talking to you' I really do love him and have a feeling he loves me too. my mom says she can tell he loves me by the way he loooks at me. his friends say he cares bout me very, very much. when we are hangin he will sit next to me or I will sit next to him. a couple of weeks ago me and some friends of ours were chillin and one of them called him to tell him to come hang out and he asked to talk to me. he then told me that he had just had a sex dream but wouldn’t tell me who the girl was... I still have deep feelings for him and havin an on and off unsteady relationship w/ him is not helping but I am glad we are good friends i just have problems telllin him how i feel alot...
2006-07-28
19:50:59
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