I am 100% sure due to my verifications in this moment that my life is a perfect reflection of my habits of thought and also of my every want and diswant (which is a want). Yet years of effort have so far resulted in limited success as far as transforming the negative focus Considering where this life could have easily went I am indeed a very lucky person.in a manner of speaking since luck does not exist. Yet I want more.
When a friend points an occasion out to me when I am negatively focussed, my vanity sends me into denial or at least into excuse fabrication. I am watching all the while although from a step or two behind to prevent low self-esteem thoughts from taking space or worse yet guilt ones, yet I want success in achieving more. Could it be that I lack trust and/or courage? That would seem a bit ridiculous given my last 16 years' history of heroic effort, yet some of the fear scars are definitely still there.
Philosophically, could it be that there is a limit ?
2007-01-28
10:04:04
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