Ever since I found this website my self-esteem has dropped dramatically. I used to be spunky, upbeat, kind, always wanting to make people happy. Now I find myself gloomy, depressed and unsatisfied. I need to become more confident, and more assure of myself. Which is hard since I'm a mixed black girl and everyone seems to hate us and find us ugly, loud, unattractive, living off of welfare. Now, as a teen black girl I don't feel pretty at all and no matter how many times people tell me I'm pretty I just can't believe it. I drive boys away because I'm so sad all the time... people on here basically say why bother whites, hawaiians, latinas, asians are sooo much better anyways. I just feel so inadequate I really like someone (who's white) but he probably would never like me. Why do I even exist? I do well in school and try my best to be successful but now I feel why do I even try? I don't mean to be dramatic it's just what this site has done to me.
2007-11-21
16:30:06
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