I think I'm depressed. I'm so used to it, it's part of everyday life. People are always asking me what's wrong and I'm surprised that it shows when they ask. I'm obviously not smiling, but when I don't smile it looks like I'm sad - my face is just there. Am I supposed to be a smiling billboard whenever I walk? I just don't want to be here.
Anyways, I don't have a reason to smile. As soon as I get home from school, I fall asleep. Honestly I have no desire to do anything else, but sleep - even after I wake up, I still feel tired. When I'm asleep I have no feelings of frustration, boredom, sadness, or anger... You can't really blame me for wanting to go there.
I wouldn't consider myself suicidal, but -_- I feel that my life is pointless. The only reason I wake up is because I have school... and even then I'm doing so horribly. I'm always procrastinating (
2007-10-25
18:54:26
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