I called crisis last night in trying to deal with some issues. I wouldn't contract with her not to harm myself but did agree to calling her in a half hour, which I did, then told her I'd call her back in hour which she hesitated but agreed to. My plan was to go home shower and shave and go to the hospital willingly, I knew I was a major threat to myself. Problem is that 10 min into my shower and someone is pounding and kicking at my door, I thought it was the police so I ignored them and finished my shower. It quietted down now for awhile so I (in the dark) went to see if I could figure out who it was..."bang" at the door, the cop was waiting for me in my poarch. Needless to say I had to get dressed and be escorted to the hospital where they kept me over night and all that in less than 12 hours. Now I want to freak on crisis for not taking my word, and I more than ever really want to do harm to myself to prove a point. pills,cutting everything and anything. Now I am a risk..a huge 1
2007-10-20
02:43:29
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chantale 31
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