ive been this way for along time, place high expectations on people to help me, give me answers, advice, expect more from them than they can give...like being clingy feeling.
and when theywithdraw or stop, i get annoyed, like im being abandoned by them, rejected.......i think 'is that it'...and i get really annoyed and upset.
this always then repels people and pushes them away from me.
its like i have a deep desire to be wanted, needed, loved unconditionally most times, for them to always be there....but when people dont live up to these expectations...i feel rejected, hurt and upset.
im 30 years old, have lived alone for two years, feel empty and alone....i have no friends, except online ones.....i feel hopeless, directionless.
i have goals i dont no how to reach, of finding work, moving abroad, finding a fiance.
i feel reliant on help & therapy here though..which is going very slow.
its like i want an instant fix,i want someone to just save me, bail me out.
what can i do?
2007-09-29
01:10:59
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