I think I have a tendency to attract people unwillingly or attract attention, then people want to be my friend but Im not a social person so then people think im arrogant because I do not speak...everyone wants to know who that quiet kid is, i think i attract attention because im always silent, thinking instead of talking. I dont know. I have always been like this. I like to keep to myself. I dont like attention. I dont like speaking to people I dont know. I like thinking. I like being by myself. I expect this in advance now. This is how my life is going to be like, social people getting pissed because I dont talk to them and share my ideas. I never have time to have fun. I always work. Theres no Tv in my room so no video games. I eat the cafeteria food which is suppose to be healthy but they're playing us. Because i dont speak people think im sullen, silent resentment. Im just a self conscious person, I cant change that. I surprise people because they look at me and think im dumb because I never say anything but when they read my writings they're shocked. Still waters run deep. Quiet people have complex personalities and feelings and thoughts, no one understands that, grown people; 42 year olds, dont know that. I hate this.
2007-09-19
17:50:11
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