I dont agree with the belief system I was raised in, but I'm not in a position to dispute it with my family. I was asked to attend my house of workship with my mom, but I no longer feel any intrest in it.
Yes , something devastating happened in my life. I just dont want to feel guilty for letting go of my faith.I love feeling free to honestly challenge it and explore other possiblities in spirituality and religion. I no longer practice it. Because I distance myself from it, I've been able to explore the world in my own way, which my religion is actually against.
But I have to be quiet about it. I cant let them sense a change, a lady at my house of worship ( who has known me all my life) said I've changed. Even my parents have. And I acknowledge it, but I still need to keep this image up, until I am finally able to break away and do things my way.
Any suggestions? I cant stand my house of worship much and have no intrest in reconciling my stance with it.
Thanks!
2007-07-05
10:34:46
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