I am so tired of people making plans with me and then canceling at the last minute, i mean if they had a good reason to cancel and didn't jsut cancel with me instead of telling me that they were canceling, it really hurts to have people do that, especially when all these people are the ones wanting you to be more social, cause when they cancel just outta the blue it makes my paranoid, shy person, insecure mind start thinking, what did i do wrong, thinking aobut what they might be thinking, "i was gonna hang with her, but i had a rough day at work and she just wouldn't be good on my relaxation vibe, i mean she is so akward, she barely ever talks, just sits there and doesn't do anything, i wouldn't want her here today" i don't know, i always just wonder if that is what people are thinking. It isn't my fault i don't talk that much when i go places, i barely know anyone, just the people that invited me. I hadn't exactly had much luck with friendships you could say
2007-06-01
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