I used to be a Christian. I used to believe in God, so sometimes what I'd learned sticks with me. I have since pretty much turned my life over to the occult. Ouija, Dream Interpretation, Psychics, Ghosts, Demonology, etc. Anyways, things are happening around me and I am wondering if it is a reult of my involvement in such activities. I am extremely depressed, and very self-destructive anymore. I am back to cutting, using, drinking, casual sex, stealing, and homosexuality. It's like I have no concious anymore. I have this somewhat hatred toward God, it's weird. I'm just wondering, because of my Christian backround if I have let something bad in? It's hard because I'm still very skeptic about demonic possession and such. I don't really know what to do. I'm at the end of my rope, suicidal thought have been plaguing me. Is it just conviction, or worse? I'm so lost, angry and confused.
2007-04-27
08:13:01
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