I used to be a Christian. I used to believe in God, so sometimes what I'd learned sticks with me. I have since pretty much turned my life over to the occult. Ouija, Dream Interpretation, Psychics, Ghosts, Demonology, etc. Anyways, things are happening around me and I am wondering if it is a reult of my involvement in such activities. I am extremely depressed, and very self-destructive anymore. I am back to cutting, using, drinking, casual sex, stealing, and homosexuality. It's like I have no concious anymore. I have this somewhat hatred toward God, it's weird. I'm just wondering, because of my Christian backround if I have let something bad in? It's hard because I'm still very skeptic about demonic possession and such. I don't really know what to do. I'm at the end of my rope, suicidal thought have been plaguing me. Is it just conviction, or worse? I'm so lost, angry and confused.
2007-04-27 08:13:01 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
First of all no. You did not let in anything that wasn't already there. All that has happened now is you are simply realizing the existence of all things that exist. This can lead to a large amount of confusion and disorientation. ( i was there as well when i began my journey) everyone handles it differently but if you make it through the beginning you will find what you seek. And yes you seek something otherwise you would simply have remained within the idiosyncratic confines of the Christian church. I mark a distinction between the church and religion due to the fact that the true religion has nothing wrong with it, at it's core. Anyhow hopes this helps if you require further assistance post on the group. Ponder this: All religions are fundamentlly right and fundamentally wrong. Understand that and you will be well on your way to truly seeing the world.
2007-04-28 05:00:24 · answer #1 · answered by Anaron Rahl 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
You traded the things of God for the things of Satan and look how you feel. My friend, the occult is from Satan and Satan hates you, wants you to be miserable, carry you to hell with him. Do not let him, there is atonement in the blood of Jesus Christ. Jesus can forgive any and all sins big and small. All you need to do is accept His gift of salvation by faith. Just tell God that you are a sinner and needs God gift of eternal life, be willing to repent of your sin(this includes separating yourself from everything in the occult), and ask Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior because you believe He died for you and rose again to reconcile you with God. If you do this then Jesus will free you from the life you are living in which the devil made miserable for you by the occult. The occult brings pain and suffering but salvation in Jesus Christ brings eternal peace and life. God is calling you. What will you do? God bless.
2007-04-27 15:25:05 · answer #2 · answered by 4Christ 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
In deed you have... but you need not continue... first... you were not Christian... that is not to put you down, just a statement of fact... but you can come to God if you can find The Way... There is no one of mortal flesh who can make you a Christian... but I, or another of The True Christian Faith, can help you start on your way to seeking God... I invite you to visit my website. It is very amature but will give you the basics... and if you have questions concerning the basics you may contact me from the site...
Do not fear that you may have "lost your chance" to come to God... I can assure you of that much... you have not... as long as you have concious breath God will wait for you to come to Him.... Here is the link to my site
http://www.mikesfaith.com
2007-04-27 15:23:03 · answer #3 · answered by idahomike2 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need to get professional medical help. You didn't let anything "bad" in, what is in you is probably the result of treatable medical problems. Clinical depression can cause people to act as you say you do. Please seek treatment.
2007-04-27 15:18:11 · answer #4 · answered by Dave P 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
You sound like a tract. "Turned my life over to the occult"? "Cutting, using, drinking, casual sex, stealing, and homosexuality"?
Sorry, it sounds fake.
2007-04-27 15:18:40 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 2⤋
well at least you didn't start believing in something evil like science and read books by Carl Satan.
2007-04-27 15:40:14 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes, something bad came in. Repent and seek God.
2007-04-27 15:17:09 · answer #7 · answered by RB 7 · 0⤊ 3⤋
Its something you just have made up in ur mind.....It has nothing to do with cults or christianity........... its only YOU that can help yourself and YOU that can let yourself down
2007-04-27 15:18:26 · answer #8 · answered by Raushni I 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Time to go get some professional counselling... no shame in it. Nobody needs to, nor deserves to suffer.
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2007-04-27 15:17:32 · answer #9 · answered by vinslave 7 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Nice fake story.
2007-04-27 15:16:50 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 2⤋