I've been seeing a shrink for the past few months, I had been seeing him near 2 years ago but I stopped cause he thought things had been worked out (It was alot for ocd stuff back then). I'm 17 now. I've been feeling more depressed, I just had a really bad night a few days ago where I just kept thinking how easy it would be to od on some pills in my drawer, but i feel asleep. I've had suicide thoughts b4, not this bad I think. I've been getting worse for a few months now (I even dropped out of my 11th grade, couldn't take it) & I've been kinda on & off suicidal in those months, but it's getting worse now i think. Everything just feels like crap. Should I tell him? Will he tell my parents or the gov or what? I don't want to go to a 78 hr place, but I'm getting desperate. I've told my mom (like 5 times since 5th grade) about this stuff & cutting (why I was diagnosed depressed & started sessions 3 yrs ago) she didn't do much, but it's not like my parents are totally clueless. Help?
2007-04-02
22:29:44
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