I am married (guy #1) (yes I know shame on me) and I am "engeged to another man(guy#2)( he knew I was getting married when we met). I have another man that my heart just longs for(guy#3). I have cheated on my husband (i feel bad enuf). I would leave guy 1,and 2 just to be married to #3. However a big part of me wants my marriage to work. Here is the thing, With guy#1 (hubby) the lovemaking is good, i am happy its just he needs to take better care of himself and stop being lazy. Guy#2 im not sexually attracted to but i know he will do anything in the world for me and we would be finacially very well off. Guy#3 is a different race than me(turnon) sexy voice, beautifull guy and the sex is eye rolling,plus I know we can both make it together and be very happy but my family will not approve of us even being seen together let alone get married. I need to also say that i have 3 kids (all girls) and they all know that. I am not looking to be judged I just want some help!
2007-03-25
17:02:19
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luckybeauty2006
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Marriage & Divorce